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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
12:18 am	hello all busy wanted to say hi to keep things going (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
9:13 pm	Important After January 8, 2005 my cell phone will be shut off....if you have my house number call that number to get in contact with me.. if you don't have that number call my cell before the 8th of January and i will give it to you.... i will have another cell but i don't know how long cause i cancled this plan because att (cingular) are assholes!!! I had a old bill for att and i was suppose to get a ups discount on it instead of givin me the discount on that account they gave me the discount and a new account.... I owed $238.00 on the old account...I kept getting letters in the mail and i kept calling trying to pay the bill and when i did so they acted like they didn't know what the hell i was talking about so i worried about my current bill and said fuck it!!! so then the other day i get a letter saying that att has sent the bill to a credit place to collect the payment... so i called att and asked what was this about and the all of a sudden knew what the fuck i was talking about!! and said i have to call the credit place....so i called the place and they said i owed $317.00 cause the did the same thing with my moms cell (she owed like 79 bucks) and if i don't pay it by January 1st 2005 it will be reported in my credit check for 7 years stating i owe att that money... i asked if i pay it off in payments will it still affect my credit he was a smart ass and said no give half now and half before January 1st and i yelled at him of course and he said no matter if i pay it off after the 1st it will give me bad credit for 7 years!!! That day i called att up and talked to a top guy or a top asshole cause not for nothing if you have a costumer that is unhappy you should atleast attempt to make them happy but no this guy gave two flying fucks so i cursed him out and told him to shut my service off the end of my billing cycle!! I see it as i am (was) a loyal costumer and not a slacker like they put me out to be and i would like to in the future get a loan and other shit that has to do with credit checks and i don't want to be turned down because of att!!! SO FUCK YOU ATT AND CINGULAR FOR JOINING ATT!! On a more negative side my uncle was given a week to live if he doesn't get this operation he is goona die... so he lives in flordia and i can't even see him and this is his last christmas and if he fights his last new years cause if the operation is a success he only has 6 months anyway! so merry christmas right.... (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
11:25 am	Ok Hello all, how are you? Hope everyone had a good holiday....Iv've been doing a lot of overtime at my day job on the weekends and working my ass off at UPS because its the holidays so my lower back is really really sore!! Few things has happen in the last few months Like my g/f moved in with me.. I love her she is the best.... Haveing money problems but who isn't anymore.... My christmas shopping is done this year which is a plus.. I had to get my home phone number blocked because I kept getting crank calls... i stop excepting blocked calls on my cell to because i was getting carnk calls on my cell to....Don't know who it was and i son't care because it has stopped so hey i guess what i did worked...I went to the laugh house and saw Dom Irrea he is funny italian comic laughed my ass off! My uncle is in the hospital in flordia in critical condition don't know if he is gonna make it to christmas or not....He has beat death once will he do it again thats the question... I gained a few pounds but 2k5 is coming its trim spa and atkins time! right now i am exsausted and sore... miss everyone and can't wait to see everyone again (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
11:08 am	hey been busy need to write but gotta go shopping lata (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
10:29 pm	hello all will write soon very busy (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
11:27 pm	Hello Just checking in will inform all with goodies later (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
8:45 pm	Sup all Guess what i moved and i just wanted to say hi muahz to all ttyl be back soon (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Monday, June 14th, 2004
9:34 pm	Hello All... I have a few things to mention... One hello to everyone thanks for reading I have been in a great mood...Last week was great I won a radio contest $102.00 and a key to try and win a 2004 voltz wagon convertable.....from q102 still waiting for my call to get my money lol.....I received a $100.00 tip from one of persons that I drive to their appointments... Me and my girlfriend went to dinner saturday it was great!!! romantic all the good things... she makes me laugh and APPRECIATES me and my sense of humor... she brings out the true me unlike the past relationships that I had where it was a joke so I chose to be a joke to....She is good at everything!!! She cooked me dinner the other night when I came home from work... I mean she knew I was exhausted and came over and cooked... it was dam good too!! made me breakfast yummy!!! she rearranged my apartment helped cleaned and even offered to do my laundry dam I thought females like that were extincted!!! She has been asking about my friends and wants to take steps needed to get to know my friends better! that is a very good thing to here cause god knows i lost friends because i was too thick headed in the past.... lets leave it at that I said after that 2 year relationship i was in with my ex I would never go into a relationship again!! but Carrie (my new girlfriend) has opened me up quickly to a world where I thought never existed!!i mean she is nice to me sweet understanding caring not a bitch!! She has a wounderful son named dan he is 3 i adore him and she taught him well!! i see my self loving again where i thought i couldn't! all possible by someone being out there that is really a great human being, who has a big heart and doesn't play games and is mature...that is key right there... i am silly as shit i know most of you know i am corny and stupid hey but now you can add one more thing to the list of things that i am.....and that is HAPPY!! Wish it could of happened sooner but glad that it happened! (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
1:36 pm	Sup Peoples How are you people....Good I am fine for now....Had to change my lj because the person who set it up was a little color blind.....First for the good news...My father had his sugery and is doing good (yay) Love you pops....He had a optical lense put in his eye and the caterack taken out... Taking him out for fathers day crabbing and i am gonna see if I can publish a poem I am gonna write for him in the daily news... I'll keep you guys posted... I've been doing good other wise not as good as MARLENE YOU GO GIRL YOU R/N YOU....IT WAS THE TWEETY SCRUB I HAD FAITH IN YOU THE WHOLE TIME....shout out to you girl... Leah sup to tight ass party friday thanks for having me over you da bomb... I've been dating this girl Carrie for a while she came to the party bought a case of beer that was cool of her.... on other news i have something to say....IF I EVER HEAR ABOUT YOU POINTING AT MY FAMILY AND LAUGHING AGAIN I AM GONNA FLIP..... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND THAT SHIT AIN'T FUNNY!! JUST CAUSE YOU KNOW A FEW THINGS DONESN'T MAKE YOUR "FAMILY" BETTER!!! READ THE WARNING!!! so anyway... I got a new piture phone i will have pics up soon.... good deal.... Going to wwe tonight with leahs lil bro joel, he is like my best friend we play basketball together its fun times.... got a raise at my job waiting for the next one it should be soon because i am getting the company all these customers so they are gonna pay for classes for me to drive the ambulance soon i dunno when though....i got 12 hours ot on this check cumning up good deal the best thing i ever did was leave the mail room.... for now that is my opinion...i actually can have a career now whoooo hoooo..... WILL REMODEL MY LJ SOON SLOWLY BUT SURELY HOLLA AT ME (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
12:45 pm	Yo Ok.... I started a new job last week!! Yay!!! I am driving for a private ambulance company doing para transit work...Which is basically transporting elderly people who are in wheel chairs to thier doctor appointments....Cool huh..Well at least I think s.. and that is all that matters... I miss my old job because I got to work with my best friend Leah...SUP FIZZLE... anyway i miss our talks we had everyday even though it could of been about nothing or about farting it was cool ya know... Miss ya!! I basically chill at this job I am lost constantly but thank god i am a fast learner....So i got my first pay check and dam didn't even work a full 2 weeks yet and excuse me Melissa BADABING...it was nice....And get this I am getting a raise already...DAM!!! He said I am doing such a good job and learning so fast that he will boost me up.... good deal... On sadder news...I was off today to take my father to sugery today..but it was just a appoint to get him prepared for the sugery...Please excuse my spelling....He has a bad caterack (how ever you spell that) in his left eye... need sugery and he just found out that he has one growing in his right eye...delevoping whatever...wel he has to got get a ekg i think for his heart just in case for the surgery....hold on....getting a little teary eyed...i love my dad i woudld do anything for him i just don't want to loose him over something stupid caus i don't know what i would od with out him!!! i know its dumb but hey anything is possible....I LOVE YOU DAD!!! I GOT TO GO I CAN'T TYPE ANY MORE (3 Boyahh Grandma s | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
4:39 pm	Special I want to thank that Special someone in my life for making me realize a lot... We spoke last night and one thing she said hit me hard....I need to be me and do what I want to do no matter how it makes me look because that is who I am....and dam when I heard that I felt chills....because I was so worried about others (which I knew) that I wasn't worried about me (which I really didn't pay any attention to) Good point...At least I think it was...I have been so happy that I would have to have surgery to remove the smile from my face....Not just with Marlene...but with my friends...I love every single one of you guys...You have been there for me and honestly I am not use to it.. Leah I consider you one of my BEST friends and I am glad that you and I got close because you are a good person and a very, very great individual!! ::hugs:: Ritchie You are awesome I just hope we can chill more and get to be closer because I do consider you a good friend and want to grow closer to you....Theresa & Andrew you guys are my friends, I can't explain how I feel around you two, Theresa with her loving ways and joking manner and Andrew you are one of my closet guy friends that I know I could talk to if we both spent more time together.... (Besides Ritchie and my friend Bobby) Melissa & Dawn you guys are cool as shit and fun to hang out with Sorry for not making it shown at times but ::hugs:: you guys are a part of my puzzle called life which involves both of you along with the group of others in my circle of friends....Stephan and Alicia (Hope I spelled it right) Steph has always been my boy....Alicia you are cool funny and can cook your ass off :)...Anthony I can't wait until we put our minds together and create a hit for you to sing with out talents especially yours I think if we combined only good would come out of it!!... Now to Marlene I hope you don't Mind me posting this, You have treated me in a way I am not used to...I would say good but I think it is more than that...We have so much in common that I never thought was possible...what I mean by that is I see another me inside of your personality like I or you were cloned....We are alike in so many ways as I grow to know you more it only gets better....Thank you for every present you have bought me because you didn't have to get me a thing...But most of all I want to thank you for being my friend...and helping me find James Romeo again....That is the biggest thing to me right now, returning to my roots....It makes me so happy to pick up a pen and a piece of paper sit down and write a poem in 45 minutes.....Brings back memories when I was 15, 16, 17, etc.... Those are the years I enjoyed writing EVERYDAY...Now I have that inspiration I need to write again...Not only do you inspire me you also Appreciate me and my writing (hard combination to find!) I WANT TO THANK YOU AND EVERYONE I MENTIONED IN THIS POST FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE IN HELPING ME FIND MY SELF AGAIN (If I left you out, Sorry I have work soon, or May be there is a reason!) THANK YOU TO ALL!! Current Mood: thankful Current Music: Usher Nice & Slow (Classic Usher I love it!!) (11 Boyahh Grandma s | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
2:13 pm	Guess Who? Your Boosting yourself up while trying to put me down Only I could care less that you are not around Uncertain about my business you are asking everyone in town Ready for the truth to be revealed Eyes are seeing all and my lips are now unsealed By the way I'm the one that was trying to keep it clean Under the circumstances if you asked me I would of told you it was MARLENE! THERE IS YOUR ANSWER...FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO INQUIRE ABOUT MY BUSINESS....NOW BACK TO YOUR REGULAR SCHEDULED LIFE! (8 Boyahh Grandma s | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
2:08 am	whats up live journal peeps ! sorry i have not been on here for a minute but i been busy with my friends work and a new spark in my life. i just wanted to take this time to thank those people who have made me happy leah, marlene, dawn, melissa, theresa, andew, bryan, rasamy, calvin, jim williams(mullet man), bobby, alexis, chrissy and dom. its good to have them all back in my life despite some of the dumb things i've done for stupid reasons. i have not had some much fun in so long just to be myself again is a plessure all by itself. anyway just wanted to say whats up to everyone back to my movies and my company. Current Mood: cheerful (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Thursday, March 18th, 2004
1:05 pm	hey WHAT'S UP Live journal peeps lol....I got a job interview tomorrow doing something I love and getting paid well to do so....miracles do happen and maybe it will happen to me...I got the real estates i worked with my dad for refferences...Thats whats up!!! Hopefully I will be able to leave this job and make something of my self soon... keep in touch Lata (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
8:49 am	Here we go again If my life were a Dr. Seuss book it would make mor sense then it does now. 'Cause I could just say I am useless here or there I am useless everywhere I am useless Jim I am.... Horrible I now "seeking attention" I know yet this is how I feel. I feel angry all the time, sad some times and just confused the rest of the time. My head is spinning in circles and I'm just trying to keep up with the frendsy just plain useless....If I disappeared tommorrow who would miss me? The question that I would like to know. I miss people in a matter of days yet people don't miss me (to my knowledge) I am back on the atkins diet...Need to lose weight because i am a "Fat Fuck" Acording to me that is.... (Please excuse my spelling I will edit later) I know I don't respond to live journals a lot....so I don't expect people to repond to mind...But what ever...I'll see you live journal guys later same old place same old bat chanel (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
11:23 am	Here we go... Do you ever feel like you can't do anything right no matter how hard you try? Or how hard you think you are trying yet it seems like you are getting no where.....I feel like my life, my existence, is a big mistake, because everything I seem that I have been doing is a wrong turn or a plain and simple fuck up on my behalf. My jobs right now are the second biggest thing on my mind right now...This is live journal and everyone can read this so I'm choosing not to put my biggest concern on this site. Any way I have this knot inside my stomach yearning to be unraveled. I feel like I should just change my name to Fuck Up. Child, Immature, Waste of time, so on and so forth. For once in my life when I'm alone I feel stupid. I never used to be like this...ever....Too much stress right now.... Hold on I hear it coming now all together now WHAT STRESS right...for those who know me know my stress but if you don't I will explain.... Waking up everyday and going to a crappy paying job everyday that a monkey can be trained to do, the leaving from one job to go to a slave driving job better know as UPS. I hate that job with all my heart but I get benefits. I have been working there for over 3 and a half years and worked my way up to get knocked back down to the bottom.....I hate it... I FEEL USELESSS.... My arms are sore..Again....it stopped for the longest but I returned to my "original" position magic the pain returns... I am living on my own my, bills are getting a little out of hand.... but the one thing I can say about my self which I could not give a shit if no one feels this way is that I am proud of my self for being on my own and living my own life being able to put food on the table clothes on my back and bring home the "bacon" for my self!!! that is what is keeping this train called James Romeo on the rails. Other people have more problems bigger problems and I feel for them and I feel for my self...This whole thing is being written because I am saying I Give Up!! I except the fact my jobs suck and my life is following it shortly behind... Till Next Time This is your jolly old friend Jim (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
2:49 pm	Hey Bored, Whats Up all? Chillin and I need to find new jobs both jobs suck ass need to do schooling or something or what ever....well a quick stop by to save my journal Peace out luv you hunny ! ! ~( (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
10:36 am	Merry X-Mas / Happy Holidays I want To stop in real quick and say happy holidays to all my friends and fellow live journal users....Love You Hunny ! ! )~( (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Tuesday, September 30th, 2003
10:24 am	Hmmm.... This is one reason I love this site......I can say what is on my chest and really not care who reads it or posts in my live journal saying what and assuming all the wrong things.....If you don't actually know who or what I am talking about which 95% of the people who post don't Don't assume just ask and if I want you to know I'll answer or e-mail you in private...... Dawn Sorry I didn't respond but that post wasn't about you but in -case you get upset on why I didn't put you in my list of good friends....it's because you are a friend but not considered a good friend you know what I mean? Like my friend Bobby is a good friend but my friend Jim Williams from UPS is just a friend....Bobby has been there for me which Jim has not.....so if you are mad sorry....Anyway I personally just love the favoritism especially in the work place...When you and one person do the same thing and you're the only one that gets in trouble...Lovely Isn't it.......When people snitch on you and that person is doing the same shit you are in double though....hmmmm.....makes no sense to me....when you get yelled at for eating and that person grubs down food no questions asked........Its like WTF MAN.....It's getting to the point where you want to snitch on your self just to save time cause two faced people are gonna do it anyway so hey I did it or guess what I did....you know....How do you people out there feel? Does this urk (get on your nerves) or what? If you can read this give me your input.... p.s. Jo I Love You !! --( (1 Boyahh Grandma | Smack Me WITH A Hammer)
Monday, September 22nd, 2003
8:27 am	...................... Hey everyone How are you? .....coughs....yea anyway I feel like being a smart ass to some basically most..... I had a "Poker Party" this weekend....I invited few "friends" from my day job and a few "friends" from my night job and a few friends that I chill with outside of work. Gave people my number and address for obvious reasons. Shame only one person used it. That person was my friend Dom who just quit friday because he couldn't juggle school and a job....He said he'll call me like 12:00pm saturday and boom my phone rang 12:30pm close to 1:00pm but he at least he took time out to call me and let me know if he was coming or not. Of course he couldn't make it but I understand..... I really shouldn't get mad but I am mad, when people said they are gonna make a party and you go through the trouble of setting up things and nobody shows that will make you either sad and depressed or mad and upset..... guess which one I am.....If you said a little of both you are correct....The only two people that showed up are my friend Brian and my friend Andrew...they have made their promises and stuck by their word. They showed up and basically that's all that did show up......Nobody else called and or showed up....me like a dumb ass was still believing people would show after 9:00pm even though I said it started between 6:00pm and 7:00pm....der I should of known better..... Now out of my guy friends (because this was a guy night in type of thing) I know who are my actual friends.....I had fun we played UNO and Poker and of Course Playstation 2.....I could of went to New York this weekend but I didn't because of this poker party and my Friend Bobby's party for his baby. If I known that no one would of shown up I would of went...I love seeing her brother John he is the best and we both don't see him a lot because he is in the Navy, so I missed out on that and Claudia's birthday. (which is today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA!!) I just wish I had my own set of friends some times. Some people or guys just to come over play playstation 2 maybe watch a movie play cards or something.... Doesn't matter though because I have my Hunny!!! and my Hunny and I do those things together....it's just when she goes away with her friends, I feel alone :*( Jo I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU!!! !! --( (Smack Me WITH A Hammer)